
I really don't know how to deal with this! My ex stolen money from my bank account in London, 
as I don't have permanent address in the UK right now, he offered that my bank card goes to his address, and stupid me oh so stupid I agreed,
I asked the bank not to send a new pin, I'm going to use my old one, but they did it otherwise, sent my pin, and he took around 2K British pounds which equals around $3300 US, I am so bumped and mad at myself, and most of all I feel like I want harm to come his way! 




Right now I feel like there is no hope for me, I'm really crumbling , all over sudden I've lost braveness in me to fight and get what's mine, I need to find strength I need to get David back
, it took me 10 years to release that he's the love of my life, took me 2 long term relationships, and loads of random men!
Now I am 10 year older as he is, but sure wiser, now for me is to push and find out to see if he held any feelings for so many years for me. I know I sound selfish, but I really know he's my soulmate.
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitoryThey're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Labels: DAVID
Hello dolls
-- Posted from my iPhone

Since before 6am I started moaning from a stomach pain I thought the aneurysm gave in and I was dying!

Than I spent seemed like hours in the bathroom, finally crawled out and passed out, I'm serious I fainted! and after that I remember IV, blood pressure machine, and heart sound. I thought wow I didn't die?

I turned my head to the left and there he was I swear he looked like a guardian angel Emergency Doctor! I think I almost fell in love, he smiled, held my hand, and rubbed my hair. I'm contemplating on sending him a Thank You card!
in 2 weeks I am taking my baby for a trip to Europe and my hometown, I really can't wait, I haven't been home since 2002...



All the pics I found on "we "we <3 it"

I haven't been really able or in the mood to write on my blog, last week I ended up in the ER, and stayed in the hospital, my heart was not at ease, my blood was to thin so my heart and body gave in to the pain!
I'm home, feeling better, and being highly medicated, which I like at time hehehe ;-)
Hopefully I will catch up on reading and posting soon for myself, my lovely follower Rachel, and the lurkers I love ya'll!!! <3
I guess they've had dated, have a gorgeous son Jordan together
I had this haircut
I've been meaning to do this post for weeks, and never thought where, how to start it.
Labels: April Roomet




She looked well over weight for a model, wasn't flat chested, and yet many designers admired her!

| “I'd rather be treated like any other model - being booked because a client likes the look of me, not because I'm size 16 with big tits. There's nothing sexual about model's typical androgynous skinniness.” | |

I am so drained mentally and physically! Drank about 2 gallons of wine this week, window shopped online, shopped on Ebay, stared at Ashish for TopShop boots, when I had enough money they were effing sold out in 20 min on US & UK sites FML!
Marc Jacobs at Spring 2010 Fashion Week
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I never know right away what I like it takes time but this year I like A. Wang!
Prepared Remarks of President Barack Obama Arlington, Virginia
Back to School Event
September 8, 2009
By 30, you should have:
By 30, you should know:
Here’s how this one works: USE ONLY ONE WORD! It’s not as easy as you might think. Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It’s really hard to use only one-word answers.
1. Where is your cell phone? hand
2. Your hair? highlights
3. Your mother? aging
4. Your father? handsome
5. Your favorite food? thai
6. Your dream last night? weird
7. Your favorite drink? cocktails
8. Your dream/goal? success
9. What room are you in? family
10. Your hobby? shopping
11. Your fear? failure
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy
13. Where were you last night? home
14. Something that you aren’t? skinny
15. Muffins? blueberry
16. Wish list item? balenciaga
17. Where did you grow up? Europe
18. Last thing you did? blog
19. What are you wearing? black
20. Your TV? ON
21. Your pets? hairy
22. Friends? Far
23. Your life? crazy
24. Your mood? drunk
25. Missing someone? yes
26. Vehicle? 3
27. Something you’re not wearing? sox
28. Your favorite store? DP
29. Your favorite color? PINK
30. When was the last time you laughed? today
31. Last time you cried? today
32. Your best friend? blog
33. One place that I go to over and over? dreams
34. One person who emails me regularly? Anthony
35. Favorite place to eat? Maithai
GOOD FOR PLAY & WORK
BLAZER JUST FOR MOI
LOVE BUBBLE SKIRTS
THIS WRAP NUMBER IS UNDER $100!
LOVE THIS DRESS
Labels: br


Conde Nast (the one I worked for/at) promised a new magazine LOVE. KatieGrand promised the first issue of Love would be "very curvy," and judging by the cover alone — featuring Beth Ditto she did not tell a lie. As for her further promise — that "no one is a
1. Flight didn't leave until 9:15pm 2.5h late
- Stretch flannel Olive top (item 17710; $98.00)
- Luciana minaudière (item 18336; $148.00)
- Leather gloves (item 18178; $49.50)
- Crystal thornbush earrings (item 19519; $75.00)
- Galaxy ribbon-and-chain necklace (item 19526; $78.00)
- Crystal dangle ring (item 19502; $55.00)
- Bobbi Brown Blush
- Bettina wool-patent T-strap heels (item 17194; $225.00)
- Double-cloth camino coat (item 17505; $278.00)
- Blushed tweed pencil skirt (item 17446; $158.00)
- The downtown field jacket (item 19034; $148.00)
- Tissue stone necklace tee (item 18528; $125.00)
- Shimmer paisley lawn dress (item 17535; $150.00)
- Cadogan leather ankle boots (item 18122; $225.00)
Drunk Dialling Etiquette
1.Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.
2. It’s okay to call someone 25 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen.
3. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice: “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.”
4. Dirty talk while drunk dialling is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over?
5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come.
6. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up.
7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they ever had, and everything they know they learned from you. This way you can all sleep well at night.
8. You can also call this same ex and let them know, that you know, that they still love you. Then explain that I would still love me too!
9. If you are a frequent dialler, never get mad if someone dials you. Be happy they thought of you in this special time.
10. It’s always a good idea to sing on someone’s answering machine or voicemail. Especially a show tune.
11. Drunk dialling should be fun and light hearted, or dirty and sex crazed… Never angry.
12. Most likely you will never drunk dial your best friends. They’re usually the ones taking your phone away and reminding you that “you have a problem”.
13. If you deleted a number sober, it was probably for a good reason. Do not try to retrieve this number. Nothing good can come from it.
14. Always call someone you know. Finding random numbers in phone books is a bad thing which usually leads to angry dialling.
15. If your cell phone dies, remember everything happens for a reason. Never borrow a friend’s. It’s karma
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